Monday, May 3, 2010

Pavan to Pavani - Part 4

Chapter 12: First time Outing
After coming from shopping i took a bath and went to my wardrobe and surprisingly it is locked. I asked kiran, "Who locked this?". He told he locked it and now onwards i am going to wear whatever he wants me to wear. He gave me the new pink nighty which we bought while shopping. Without any choice I wear the nighty. It was a satin cloth and it felt very smooth and flexible on my body. I went to kitchen and prepared dinner for us. I went to bed in the same night after the Dinner.
The next morning i woke up early and went to bathroom to take a bath. Kiran knocked the door and asked to open the door. I refused to open the door. He threaten me by saying he will break the door and come into bathroom. So i open the door. He has a razor in his hand. He shaved all my body hair. After the bath he gave some women moisturizer to apply on my body. I literally following all his order as i don't have any other option. He gave one pink color dress to me which we bought y'day. He stitched that dress in night according to my measurements. As i was about to wear that dress he stopped me and gave me black color bra and panty to wear. I first took the panty and wear it, it is very silky and it feels good while wearing on my smooth hairless legs. Then kiran helped me in wearing bra and he filled the bra cups with some cotton cloths. I took the bottom which is patiala and no difficulties in wearing that. But top is little tight for my structure. Kiran shaped my eyebrows a little. He handed me a box which he got it in shopping. Immediately i opened that, it is full of cosmetics, it contains all colors of nail polish, and lipsticks and other makeup kits. Kiran asked me to sit on a chair, and he experimented his makeup skills on my face. He put the mascara and kajal and lipstick. He put the wig on my head and asked me to open the eyes.

I was surprised to see his skills. I was looking like a real girl. Then he gave me a pair of pink high heels and asked me get into that. Then he went to main door and opened it. I shouted not to open the main door bcoz other will notice me. But he has other ideas. He came near me and hold my hand and said, "Honey we are going out for a movie and then lunch". I started to sweating on my face after came to know that i am going out as a female. Kiran gave some tissue paper and showed how to clean the sweat without disturbing the makeup.
I covered my face with dupatta and went outside and sat in the bike. Kiran asked me to sit as women sits. I did that. We went to movie and then to lunch. Nobody noticed me as a guy. Then i realized kiran is very good at makeup. While coming back to our room we struck in traffic and there was a huge rain. I totally become went. As my new dress is very thin, people are able to see through my black bra and panty. I am very embarrassed with that moment. I can see people starring at my back and commenting with their friends. But i can't do anything except keeping quite. After coming to home i changed myself into black silk nighty and went to bed.
We used to go out on every sunday, and i got habituated to live as a girl even outside also.
Chapter 13: Exam Days
First year exam dates are published, we got one day gap between two exams. I was very busy in preparing for the exams. Regularly kiran asking me to agree regarding my sex change, and I am strongly saying NO. He got frustrated and threatened me that he will make a situation to live as a girl. I am very much feared about his words, I am not getting what he meant.
Before the first exam
There were two practical exams left, physics and chemistry. He did my eyebrows. I managed the practical by wearing goggles.
One day before last exam, chemistry practical, when I woke up, I found my self tied to chair and Kiran standing in front of me with a piercing gun in his hand.
He said, if you move any your hands or legs I will pierce your nose and put a ring with a lock. I looked down at my body, I was naked and there was a mehndhi applied on my hands and legs with very big bridal design. Tears dropped from eyes immediately. He said, ‘I am asking you for final time, will you agree to change your sex? If you say no, I will make the situation more badly’.
I don’t have any other chance other than accepting. I said, ‘OK. I will agree. But let me complete by graduation. After that I will do whatever u wanted me to do’. My plan was to postpone this as far as possible, so that I can escape from him if I got any chance.
He untied me from the chair and asked me to take a bath. I entered bathroom and washed my hands and legs. It is too late. Mehndhi showed its results. I was very nervous; I need something to hide my hands. Legs I can hide by wearing shoes. Mehndhi on my hands is till forearms, so i am very much afraid of that and asked kiran's help for going to collage and completing my chemistry practical. I wore on of his full sleeves shirt and one trouser and put my hands in pockets and reached the college on time for exam. Kiran went inside and bought one pair of gloves which student will wear for practical to avoid any acid interaction, i went inside toilet and wore those gloves and completed the practical exam. After the exam lab instructor asked me to remove the gloves and return that to him. My heart is beating with double speed, i looked at kiran with the fearful face. Suddenly kiran asked the lab instructor one question and he involved the instructor in that discussion. I slowly went to corner and removed the gloves and put my hands in pocket and came back to our room.
Chapter 13: Holiday trip
Mehndhi on my hands and legs will be there for minimum 15 days, and i can't go out having that on me. After reaching home, kiran came on his bike with some shopping covers in his hand and he said
Kiran: "Common
honey!! Lets pack
up
and enjoy the holidays in ooty!!!"
Me: How can I go with this mehandhi on my hands
Kiran: Honey, Mehndhi is the
symbol of newly married women
Me: What!! I am not women
Kiran: But you will be one
for the next 15 days in our honeymoon trip
Me: No....you can't do this to
me, i told after my graduation only i will listen to you
Kiran: I am not
asking for SRS honey, these 15 days are only trail version of your womanhood
"Take
this covers and wear all these stuff now, and pack all your ladies stuff and get
ready by evening 5PM. If you are not ready then you know what i Will do", he told by
taking the piercing gun in his hand with nose ring.

I was thinking till 3PM for any alternatives to escape, but there is no escape from room as he locked from outside. If i shout, then everybody will come to know about me and kiran and i know kiran somehow escape and he will see my end, there is no doubt about that. So i decided to follow his instructions. I opened the cover which he bought today, there is a red saree with huge thread and stones work and matching blouse and petticoat and bra & panty pair. I kept all those things on the cot and went for quick bath. I removed all my cloths, i looked at myself in the mirror, hands and legs are no less than newly married women, i applied hair removal cream on my hands and legs and removed the very less hair which i has. I draped a towel around me and came to bedroom, and i took panty and bra and put it on my body. Kiran knows my size well and this time there are silky pair feels good on my skin. I quickly wore the petticoat and blouse followed by saree. By the time i complete with saree kiran came with another cover in his hand and take newly married women bangles set from that packer and handed over to me. Without any choice i wore all of those bangles in my hands. He gave one bright red color nail paint to me and asked me to apply on all my 20 nails. I applied paint on my hand nails, kiran help me in applying the toe nails. He then removed from his packet a pair of heavy silver anklets which has more bells and put it on my feet and then he put two pair of toe rings on my toe fingers. He asked me to sit infront of mirror. Now i am literally following to hos words. He shaped my eyebrows and applied mascara and light shade of kajal in my eyes and he took wine color lipstick from drawer and applied on my lips after making the lipline with matching lipliner. Finally he put on some matching fake jewelry and a 5-inch heels. Hees are nor new to me but definitely 5 inch one is new. We took auto and reached station to catch the train to Coimbattore and then to ooty.
Till now i can remember this trip, Nobody notices me as a male. Infact some middle aged womens in the train gave me a compliment that i am most beautiful bride they ever seen
We enjoyed the 15 days trip, i was completely women for 15 days. I think i started to love as women at this time.

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