Chapter 7: Accommodation
I sat in the canteen and thinking about my accommodation. There was a guy sitting behind me with his aunt and uncle. It seems, they are giving some suggestions to him and he is not accepting. I listened to their conversation and understood that, they wanted him to join hostel but he is willing to stay in rented house. His uncle is saying that it is very difficult to stay alone in a single flat. By looking at them anybody can easily make out that they are very rich people. His uncle observed that I am listening to their conversation and he asked me that where I am going to stay. I told that I am not capable of paying hostel fee or room rent. His aunt suggested me that I can stay with him. With hesitation I said, ‘I can’t pay half of the rent’. They said ‘No need to pay any rent, just be friendly with Kiran’.
I agreed immediately with out any other words. Kiran introduced himself to me, he is 3 years older than me. He did some fashion design course for two years after 10th. He is now looking to complete the Intermediate and degree. He looks very heavy and looks aged than his original age.
In evening of the same day, we found a very good independent house near to college.
We bought some required house hold items that night and his aunt and uncle left to their native place. That night I slept very peacefully after a long time. After two days our classes started. Kiran bought a bike; we used to go to college together on the bike. Days were going fine till our half yearly exams.
Chapter 8: Kiran realization
Time was going smooth until that day when kiran realized that something wrong with gender. It was intial days in the college, our seniors used do ragging. As part of ragging, one senior came to know that me and kiran are room-mates. He asked both us "Whose penis is large among you two?". We were silenced for a moment. Then he asked us to go and measure among us and tell him whose penis is bigger. But the condition he kept is one should measure the others penis. So we went to one corner and slowly unzipped our pants. First it was my turn, kiran looked at my Penis and he shocked to see my private part, i didn't know why he was shocked at that time. After my turn he unzipped his pant, his penis is much much bigger than my thing, and that is the first time i am seeing a penis other than my thing. We wore the pants and went to senior and reported that kiran penis is much bigger than my penis and after some time we came to room.
Kiran is in confusion state, he didn't speak a single word after that incident. After reaching home and eating some snacks
Chapter 9: Agreement
After knowing about my sexual status, i saw clear change in kiran behaviour. He started teasing me one or the other reason. He used enjoy a lot in teasing me. As we both are studying in same class, we used to have only one set of books and that too those are owned by kiran. As i am totally dependent on kiran for all financial needs, i used to beg him for text books etc..One day i urgently needed one book, but kiran refused to give that to me unless i do one thing which he will ask me to. With out any choice i agreed to him. He told you should not take your word back. I said, I will do whatever you want to do, but give me the book first. He gave the book to me and after writing exam.
At the night he came to me and removed his pant infront of me. I was sitting on the floor. He came near to me. His underwear is very near to my face. Slowly he removed the underwear, i was so afraid and i closed my eyes. After some time something touched my cheeks, it felts like smooth and spongy. I opened my eyes and looked at that thing which touched my cheeks. It was kiran's hard 7 inch penis. I shouted immediately by opening my mouth after looking that. He immediately kept his penis in my opened mouth and told, "You agreed to do one thing which i will tell. Now suck my penis as you sucked lollipop y'day until juice comes out of that". I didn't understand what juice means( I didn't know about the sperms at that time). Without any other choice, i started sucking his penis by imagining as lollipop. He was moaning by closing his eyes, after couple of minutes, i felt some liquid in my mouth. It is very hard, thick and tastes something different. At first moment i thought he is pissing in my mouth. After that he released me, till that time he was holding my head with his both hands. I vomited those liquid one floor. It was white in color, i am surprised to see the white fluid from penis. I asked kiran what is the white liquid, what is wrong with you. He explained everything about the sperms. I was again in confusion state whether to believe him or not. But he looks right. Now i understood, "I AM NOT A MAN".
From that day onwards we used to participate in this frequently. Sometimes while studying books, i used to masturbate him with my hand. This is the agreement between us, I have to do whatever he tells me to do. And he will help me on all my financial needs.
Chapter 11: Shopping
One Sunday we are watching TV in the afternoon. In news, there was a 30 minutes program on cross dressing and they were showing men who wear women cloths and living as women etc. Kiran looked at me and gave a cruel smile at me. I asked, "What happened? Why you are smiling like that?". Then he pointed to the TV with his eyes. I watched the TV and i suspected that kiran wants to try those stuff on me too. By keeping innocent face I asked, " What is this? ". Then he told "I wanted to look you like them". I said, "NO. You can't do that". Kiran, " I can do that honey. Otherwise i wont give you the exam fee which you require to pay tomorrow".
In that evening he we went to shopping. This is most embarrassing shopping in my life. First we went to cloths shop and asked for ladies dresses. For a second, he looked at both of us, but he pointed upstairs and said, "You will get ladies wear on 2nd floor". We took the lift and went to second floor. I was begging kiran not to continue shopping. But he totally decided that he will see me as a complete girl. On the second floor, there are lot of women who are shopping. Even shopkeepers also all women. My heart is beating with double speed to ask for a dress. Then kiran asked to one of the shopkeepers by pointing at me, "We need a dress for hee..........iis(his) sister". The word long 'HIS' took my breath away and for one moment shopkeeper and I was looking at each other with total surprise on our faces. Then shopkeeper said, "Oh! For his sister. You guys can take semi stitched dresses so that she can stitch according to her size". That idea was good, whoever comes with an idea of semi stitched, hats-off to him. Otherwise kiran would have tried all the dresses on me infront of all the people. We took 4 semi stitched dresses of various types. These are all kiran selection. After all he did a 2 year course on fashion designing after 10th class.
After that kiran took me to a big mall, i didn't know what we are going to buy here. We directly went to ladies section. Kiran took one basket and handed me that. First he selected some ladies T-Shirts and kept in the basket. Thank God! There are more public and less shop keepers, so no shop keeper offered help. We went to underwear section, he asked me to grab thhe size 32 bra panty set. As i was looking for the size, one shopkeeper girl came to me and asked for her assistance.
Girl: "Excuse me. May i help you".
I turned around and found that kiran was not there, he was 15-20 feet away and he is looking at some male cloths. I turned towards that girl
She handed me those 3 pairs to me and left there to handle other customer. I cam
e to kiran and started shouting at him, he was laughing at me. As we are heading towards billing counter, kiran observed nighties section. He dragged me there and showed me couple of nighties from distance and asked me to collect it from there. I said, "I am not going to do this anymore, I am leaving". He hold my hand and told, " Don't you want to write exams". Seriously i went there and collected those nighties and went to billing counter. Kiran gave some money and asked me to stand in the billing counter and pay the bill, and he left from there. While the billing was going on everybody in the queue was looking at my face. There are ladies T-Shirt, nighties and bra panties. Surprisingly there are nail polish and lipstick and other st
uff in the basket. I know kiran already selected these at the time when i was talking with shop keeper girl. I paid the bill and left that place without looking at anybody there. Kiran welcomed with cruel smile in his face. He has one big box in his hand. I asked, "What is that?". He told with smile, "You will come to know tomorrow. Lets go home now". I went to home with him with lot of embarrassment.
I sat in the canteen and thinking about my accommodation. There was a guy sitting behind me with his aunt and uncle. It seems, they are giving some suggestions to him and he is not accepting. I listened to their conversation and understood that, they wanted him to join hostel but he is willing to stay in rented house. His uncle is saying that it is very difficult to stay alone in a single flat. By looking at them anybody can easily make out that they are very rich people. His uncle observed that I am listening to their conversation and he asked me that where I am going to stay. I told that I am not capable of paying hostel fee or room rent. His aunt suggested me that I can stay with him. With hesitation I said, ‘I can’t pay half of the rent’. They said ‘No need to pay any rent, just be friendly with Kiran’.
I agreed immediately with out any other words. Kiran introduced himself to me, he is 3 years older than me. He did some fashion design course for two years after 10th. He is now looking to complete the Intermediate and degree. He looks very heavy and looks aged than his original age.
In evening of the same day, we found a very good independent house near to college.
We bought some required house hold items that night and his aunt and uncle left to their native place. That night I slept very peacefully after a long time. After two days our classes started. Kiran bought a bike; we used to go to college together on the bike. Days were going fine till our half yearly exams.
Chapter 8: Kiran realization
Time was going smooth until that day when kiran realized that something wrong with gender. It was intial days in the college, our seniors used do ragging. As part of ragging, one senior came to know that me and kiran are room-mates. He asked both us "Whose penis is large among you two?". We were silenced for a moment. Then he asked us to go and measure among us and tell him whose penis is bigger. But the condition he kept is one should measure the others penis. So we went to one corner and slowly unzipped our pants. First it was my turn, kiran looked at my Penis and he shocked to see my private part, i didn't know why he was shocked at that time. After my turn he unzipped his pant, his penis is much much bigger than my thing, and that is the first time i am seeing a penis other than my thing. We wore the pants and went to senior and reported that kiran penis is much bigger than my penis and after some time we came to room.
Kiran is in confusion state, he didn't speak a single word after that incident. After reaching home and eating some snacks
After this he removed his pants, and showed a tightend penis. I surprised to see his penis. This is much bigger than what i saw few hours back. I didn't believed on kiran words and i ran away from that place to other room. Then he came near me and explained everything to me regarding lack of body hair on me, my female voice, sensitive body and female structure all because lack of testicles. I then realized how much big punishment i got from my step mom for not obeying to her.Kiran : What happened to your
testicles? Why they are not there?
Me: (If i tell the truth, then there is a
risk that he will inform about me to my step mom and his brother. So i decided
to tell a lie to him) In child wood i got a accident and doctor
removed those things in a operation. Anyhow no use with those balls.Right?
Kiran: No, if you don't have balls
then you are not a man.
Me: Who said? I have penis, so i am a man
Kiran: No, you can't fuck a girl.
Me: Fuck. Hmm..( I didn't
know what exactly that at that time). I can fuck a girl. I have penis
Kiran: To fuck a girl, u need to be a
man, and your penis should stand tight and up.
Chapter 9: Agreement
After knowing about my sexual status, i saw clear change in kiran behaviour. He started teasing me one or the other reason. He used enjoy a lot in teasing me. As we both are studying in same class, we used to have only one set of books and that too those are owned by kiran. As i am totally dependent on kiran for all financial needs, i used to beg him for text books etc..One day i urgently needed one book, but kiran refused to give that to me unless i do one thing which he will ask me to. With out any choice i agreed to him. He told you should not take your word back. I said, I will do whatever you want to do, but give me the book first. He gave the book to me and after writing exam.
At the night he came to me and removed his pant infront of me. I was sitting on the floor. He came near to me. His underwear is very near to my face. Slowly he removed the underwear, i was so afraid and i closed my eyes. After some time something touched my cheeks, it felts like smooth and spongy. I opened my eyes and looked at that thing which touched my cheeks. It was kiran's hard 7 inch penis. I shouted immediately by opening my mouth after looking that. He immediately kept his penis in my opened mouth and told, "You agreed to do one thing which i will tell. Now suck my penis as you sucked lollipop y'day until juice comes out of that". I didn't understand what juice means( I didn't know about the sperms at that time). Without any other choice, i started sucking his penis by imagining as lollipop. He was moaning by closing his eyes, after couple of minutes, i felt some liquid in my mouth. It is very hard, thick and tastes something different. At first moment i thought he is pissing in my mouth. After that he released me, till that time he was holding my head with his both hands. I vomited those liquid one floor. It was white in color, i am surprised to see the white fluid from penis. I asked kiran what is the white liquid, what is wrong with you. He explained everything about the sperms. I was again in confusion state whether to believe him or not. But he looks right. Now i understood, "I AM NOT A MAN".
From that day onwards we used to participate in this frequently. Sometimes while studying books, i used to masturbate him with my hand. This is the agreement between us, I have to do whatever he tells me to do. And he will help me on all my financial needs.
Chapter 11: Shopping
One Sunday we are watching TV in the afternoon. In news, there was a 30 minutes program on cross dressing and they were showing men who wear women cloths and living as women etc. Kiran looked at me and gave a cruel smile at me. I asked, "What happened? Why you are smiling like that?". Then he pointed to the TV with his eyes. I watched the TV and i suspected that kiran wants to try those stuff on me too. By keeping innocent face I asked, " What is this? ". Then he told "I wanted to look you like them". I said, "NO. You can't do that". Kiran, " I can do that honey. Otherwise i wont give you the exam fee which you require to pay tomorrow".
In that evening he we went to shopping. This is most embarrassing shopping in my life. First we went to cloths shop and asked for ladies dresses. For a second, he looked at both of us, but he pointed upstairs and said, "You will get ladies wear on 2nd floor". We took the lift and went to second floor. I was begging kiran not to continue shopping. But he totally decided that he will see me as a complete girl. On the second floor, there are lot of women who are shopping. Even shopkeepers also all women. My heart is beating with double speed to ask for a dress. Then kiran asked to one of the shopkeepers by pointing at me, "We need a dress for hee..........iis(his) sister". The word long 'HIS' took my breath away and for one moment shopkeeper and I was looking at each other with total surprise on our faces. Then shopkeeper said, "Oh! For his sister. You guys can take semi stitched dresses so that she can stitch according to her size". That idea was good, whoever comes with an idea of semi stitched, hats-off to him. Otherwise kiran would have tried all the dresses on me infront of all the people. We took 4 semi stitched dresses of various types. These are all kiran selection. After all he did a 2 year course on fashion designing after 10th class.
After that kiran took me to a big mall, i didn't know what we are going to buy here. We directly went to ladies section. Kiran took one basket and handed me that. First he selected some ladies T-Shirts and kept in the basket. Thank God! There are more public and less shop keepers, so no shop keeper offered help. We went to underwear section, he asked me to grab thhe size 32 bra panty set. As i was looking for the size, one shopkeeper girl came to me and asked for her assistance.
Girl: "Excuse me. May i help you".
I turned around and found that kiran was not there, he was 15-20 feet away and he is looking at some male cloths. I turned towards that girl
Me : "Hmm......32 size....".
Girl: "What color sir!"
Me : ( Kiran didn't told me about color). "Hmm......"
Girl: "We have a offer sir! If you take 3 there is a 50% off on MRP"
Me: (Who cares offers now!!)"OK...."
Girl: "So what colors do you want. By the way for whom you are
taking these"
Me: (Myself!! What...) For my sister (I
should have said my girl friend or my wife..)
Girl: "What colors ?"
Me: (Why the hell colors!!) Keep it Black, white and Red
She handed me those 3 pairs to me and left there to handle other customer. I cam
e to kiran and started shouting at him, he was laughing at me. As we are heading towards billing counter, kiran observed nighties section. He dragged me there and showed me couple of nighties from distance and asked me to collect it from there. I said, "I am not going to do this anymore, I am leaving". He hold my hand and told, " Don't you want to write exams". Seriously i went there and collected those nighties and went to billing counter. Kiran gave some money and asked me to stand in the billing counter and pay the bill, and he left from there. While the billing was going on everybody in the queue was looking at my face. There are ladies T-Shirt, nighties and bra panties. Surprisingly there are nail polish and lipstick and other st
uff in the basket. I know kiran already selected these at the time when i was talking with shop keeper girl. I paid the bill and left that place without looking at anybody there. Kiran welcomed with cruel smile in his face. He has one big box in his hand. I asked, "What is that?". He told with smile, "You will come to know tomorrow. Lets go home now". I went to home with him with lot of embarrassment.
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